So today something happen which triggers if we raised the kids the right way or the wrong way? Am I a bad mother? haih.. I don’t know.. We got angry at abang fir misbehaving, then he scratched his own face sebab marah sangat and upset with himself. He is showing signs of anxiety and depression like I use to have when I was a kid.
I tried asking him, he said he thinks that we don’t love him and that the memory of his father hitting me makes him upset and angry at himself which makes me sad that he remembers all that as it did not just happen once.
Should I bring him to see a psychiatrist? haihh… yeah I think I should.. and I think we should slow down on keep getting angry and yelling at him..