Every year on my birthday since Mama left us 3years ago, it will be a gloomy day as a start cause usually she makes every birthday each year memorable even if its just celebrating between us.. I love how she knows how much I love being celebrated.. So, after she passed.. i will sit home and netflix all day.. Adi pun no effort to celebrate mine as much as I love celebrating birthdays!
Evn when I go all out to celebrate his like either bake him a cake or find ways to get him a cake, he wouldnt do the same..he only did it once when we were living in Palm Spring and that was it. So since then I lowered all my expectations of him trying to make effort the way Mama does for me..
I mean sure.. I can never compare what Mama does to what he does right cause its completely 2 different person. I miss you Ma. I really do.. I would give anything to have a moment with you again.. Al-fatihah..
This year, entering 3series lets start it with a bang! To be a better version of me, more productive, more positive and to more selflove!
This was taken on my last birthday celebration with Mama dated 31st December 2015.. She passed on 24 October 2016.. Only she can make birthdays feel special especially mine.. ??? I love you Ma!
She never fails to celebrate every birthdays cause birthdays are important to her and she made us feel appreciated and important even if its just for awhile before she starts turning into her bossy mode.. Thank you for all the birthday memories which make me feel that birthdays are important..!