Why do I feel angry? There is a lot to say about angry I suppose.. Like mungkin because I have been looked down at for too many times, being doubted for something I did not do, being said that I am not a good mother to my own children, being immature, for not being confident enough, for feeling like I am such a shit head. Those are the things that drives me go rage.
To think about it je dah nak marah. Habis nak buat macam mana? Everything I do seems wrong. Like nothing would ever be right if I say it.
Mungkin juga because people keep shutting me out and doesn’t bother to listen to what I have to say that made my anger build up. Why? Are my thoughts not worthy enough? Doesn’t it not matter to hear what I have to say? Does everything that comes out of my mouth all shit? Have I not done anything right by anyone to be looked down on like I’m some sort of stupid? Am I really?