So, today he had to do a performance with his bosses and colleagues.. Well one of his colleagues yang join tu is this girl that I am jealous off.. Why? Well to me she is pretty walaupun badan muscular a bit. Somehow I see her as a threat even though I know he doesn’t do anything sebab dia bukan jenis macam tu. I cant be punishing him for the things that he doesn’t do right? Tapi kenapa perlu rasa mcm ni? Like hello! Minah tu kan dah kahwin. WTH is your problem? Ntah.. pastu he uploaded gambar event today.. Sepatutnya no issue la kan tapi macam aku pi zoom pulak dekat that picture.. Then nampak muka dorg senyum tu sama.. Like ada iras.. Is that why? I told him I am jealous btw.. Haha motive sangat bagitau.. Hmm.. jealous tahap tak boleh tido.. Ko rasa?? Obv gila chronic nya jealous aku ni.. Lepas tu dan dan lah dia pun tak boleh nak tido sampai pergi dekat couch belek hp when he said dia nak tgk tv.. Tak pun.. Dia duk main hp lepas tu intai aku buat apa tak tido dari couch.. Hmmmm.. Ehh rimas la rasa mcm ni tapi normal la kan as a wife ada feeling jealous ni kan? Ke tak?
I got meeting with abg megat tomorrow. I should sleep but I can’t sleep and i don’t feel sleepy.. How to sleep la? Paksa diri ke mcm mana?ok you know what f it… I should try to get some sleep..body telling to sleep.. Brain working too much on nonsense thinking that minah dgn laki aku.. Oi setan blah laaaa.. Ko nak hasut apa lagi ni? Haihhhh..ok seriously ni syndrome kurang kasih sayang ke apa? Shit! Hahaha.. Dah dah Good night Journal.. Talk to you again tomorrow! byeee.. Ok tambah sikit.. Lepas tu he came in then disturb me.. Then in my head, well the stupid setan la ruin my head,thinking like ok so dia disturb aku lepas belek hp! So ko tgk apa dgn hp tu yg ko tetibe turn on? See?? Stupid setan right?? Mak stress!! kbye!